By Jordan Robison
“For I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes…” – Romans 1:16
I first heard this story and what some refer to as the “Martyr’s Prayer” when we were over in Ethiopia and discussing how we would take the kingdom work we were doing over in Ethiopia and carry it back over into our lives in the states. The following was also shared at the last Unashamed weekend that the Watermark young adults put on several times a year. I took it as a challenge placed before me and wanted to share it with y’all today.
Dr. Robert Morehead tells the story of a young man from Rwanda who was forced by his tribe in 1980 to renounce Christ or face death. He refused to renounce Christ, and he was murdered on the spot.
The night before he had written the following commitment which was found in his room.
“I’m part of the fellowship of the unashamed. The die has been cast. The decision has been made. I have stepped over the line. I won’t look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still.
My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, and my future is in God’s hands. I am finished and done with low living, sight walking, small planning, the bare minimum, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tamed visions, mundane talking, frivolous living, selfish giving, and dwarfed goals.
I no longer need preeminence, prosperity, position, promotions, applause, or popularity. I don’t have to be right, first, the best, recognized, praised, regarded, or rewarded. I now live by faith. I lean on Christ’s presence. I love with patience, live by prayer, and labor with the power of God’s grace.
My face is set, my gait is fast, and my goal is heaven. My road is narrow, my way is rough, my companions are few, my Guide is reliable, and my mission is clear.
I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, lured away, turned back, deluded, or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of adversity, pander at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity.
I won’t give up, shut up, let up, or slow up until I have stayed up, stored up, prayed up, paid up, and spoken up for the cause of Christ.
I am a disciple of Jesus. I must go till he comes, give until I drop, speak out until all know, and work until He stops me.
And, when He returns for His own, because He will return, He will have no difficulty recognizing me. My colors will be clear.”
This was the statement of a man that was about to be killed for his beliefs, the faith of a man that was willing to die for what he knew was true. Look around at the city and country we live in, the lives that God has blessed us with…we don’t face this type of persecution. We don’t have to fear for our lives when we share our faith. We are not told to renounce our faith or face certain death. The only thing that’s stopping us is fear…fear of rejection, fear of being embarrassed, fear of not knowing how to respond. I can say this because those fears are what consistently hold me back when it comes to sharing the most important message that was ever delivered to me.
Every time I read this man’s words I am both convicted and inspired to be bolder in my faith, to embody Christ in everything I do, to live unashamed of the gospel in all aspects of my life and I hope that it can do the same for you.